I am the lies

what crime, what sin, what punishment

do you expect me to atone for

why do you always want me to fail

you won’t let me forget the defeats, humiliations

reliving a thousand times through your whispers

how much pain, regret, guilt, remorse is enough for you

your insidious voice leave me bereft of hope and pleasure

I rock, I yell shut up, shut up, I pound at you inside my head

but you just laugh, you always win, you are the truth

I am the lies

 © my frilly freudian slip