A name for my fears — Wendy is again brace and an shining icon, a light house in the dark of self-doubt, self-loathing, and the need for self-love.
Thanks Wendy, I am so proud of you!
I’ve been struggling with something for a while and I’m not actually sure I feel comfortable talking about it, but there may be someone else out there struggling with the same thing who needs to know they aren’t alone. I have an intense fear of gaining weight.
*****this post talks about eating disorders, this may be a trigger for some of you, please take care of yourself and read (or not) accordingly*********
As many of you may know, I lost 45 pounds in 2017. This is something I have been trying to do for a long time. I gained a lot of weight when I first got sick, on top of losing my independence, suddenly my body no longer felt like mine. I weighed 225 pounds at my heaviest, and I didn’t recognize myself. (I’m barely 5’5″ tall) A few years ago I found out that I have Fructose Malabsorption…
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